today i did a really stupid thing.
i took pills.
i dun noe wat was i thinking.
wen i swallow it redy then i think wat will happen next.
u see,how stupid am i.
fuck!

i took it bout 10am wen im in my English class.
then after recess then i could feel 'high'.
it was the 1st n the last time im taking it.
wen i was high,i felt like vomiting.
n i did vomit,im class.
i cant control it.
i was talking wif arip n khai then i suddenly vomit.
wen i vomit,i felt like fainting.
wen i woke up,i saw khai puling me to the toilet,gerls toilet.
after vomiting, i feel soo hyper.
i feel like jumping arnd.
the ive got to wash every single thing.
ive made a mess.
yes i appreciate the ones who helped me.
goofy(take pics onli),dee(she washed my pants beb),arip(look),
amirul(mop the place) n khai(calm me down).
thanks alot frens.
i owe u.

after a few hours past,
i can feel tat my body vibrate.
wenever i move my body,it starts vibrating.
it goes on till bout 6pm.
i stayed till 6pm coz my fren hav a badminton competition.
n congrats tat he got into the TOP TEN!
after tat,we wait n watch the teacher's day celebration.
but we left half way.
n we wen to MACDONALD to eat.
n i took bus no. 3 home.
atlast,home sweet home.

no one was at home.
it was dark,very dark.
soo i switch on the lights n sat infront of this laptop.
n here im writing this post.

currently:chatting wif kartina dewi.
next time i upload the pics of me washing the mess kay.
till here.

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